The mercury has dropped below zero, the town is still,
It's a sad day, if it weren't so cold, I'm sure the trees would be
weeping.
I wish I would have stayed home, spying on the world from my window
sill,
Perhaps my day would be better if I just stayed sleeping.

I hate how I feel, it just isn't right,
From my stomach to my heart, there seems to be this dull ache.
Happiness is no where in sight,
I guess it's true, alone I break.

My thoughts run in a infinite circle, my head continues to spin,
My heart is broken, pieces scattered all over the floor.
Alone with my thoughts, I can't seem to win,
Trust and love...two things I simply adore.

Sadly, I trust no one,
The love I had, as beautiful as our new born baby, as painful as a cut from the
blade of a knife.
Now I’m hollow inside, comparable to that of a barrel of a smoking gun,
I'm not looking for sympathy, just someone to understand my pain, my
strife.

Simplicity, that's all this boy wants,
Someone to share everything that is right about this crazy world we live in.
My inner self to be silenced of jealous taunts,
Someday, one day I will enjoy happiness again.

Today is the day I envy anyone who has lost their sanity,
Since they don’t know any better, there is no way for them to hurt inside.
Looks are not of importance for there is no need for vanity.
Happiness can be found within a simple car ride.

I know that I will never be fortunate enough to have my sanity lost,
I am way to complex and laced with sensitivity for that.
I will always have to own up to my idiotic mistakes, and all my ugly fears, no matter what the cost,
To love again, without being a doormat…..